friday and pumped up!

Assalamualaikum.

May i remind you. instead of saying Thank God Its Friday. lets us say Alhamdulillah its Friday weee wuuuu hahahahaha~

mind me that i am so pumped up today. yesterday was the fifth again and our darling April Tanisha is nine months old (away)! dan semalam juga aku telah berjaya menelan pill/tablet Folic Acid.  no no i am not pregnant. yet. its just that i am under going the preparation to it. frankly speaking, aku pun tidak begitu pasti lagi when will i be ready for another ride of pregnancy. lets just take a small little step at a time.

the very first small little step that i took was to visit my gynae at RMC on the 28th of Dec (siapa yang memang check up dekat sini mesti kenal siapakah gynae ini). the visit is all about re-confirmation of the whole situation. pregnancy for me is not a walk in the park. i still have this phobia of IF and IF thingy. i really need a clear explanation of what to do if i want to be pregnant again. and also i was initially schedule for a blood test (arranged by my other gynae; a govn specialist from Hospital Likas you knoww) before i plan on getting pregnant again. but after long and deep thinking by Dr. R, he said that the test was not necessary. since i have to spend a lot for that test cause the test will be carry outside of the country. so he said lets not waste our money for he already prepare another plan for me. ahh good doctor. hehehe. in Dr. R point of view, there is no major problems going on with my last pregnancy. luck has slipped from our hands. jadi he gave me green light for a second try and this time try to plan this pregnancy with enough Folic Acid and Calcium before conceiving. we are going to make dragon baby! so he said =.=

sekarang i’m in my preparation towards that, i took raw honey every morning and night. Folic Acid a tablet daily after meal. and Anlene milk for Calcium dua gelas setiap hari. ceritanya last night selama dua puluh enam tahun hidup di dunia, barulah aku berjaya menelan ubat pill. di bantu dengan sokongan suami of course. eh konfius sudah. sokongan atau ugutan? “kalau umy nda telan ubat neh, umy di larang beli beg”. serius aku takut. HAHAHAHA. sebelum makan tuh punyalah kusut berabis perasaan ini, tangan mana mau pakai pun mau tanya, kedudukan lidah pun mau tahu, minum berapa teguk air pun jadi isu! lepas berjaya telan EH APA NEH?! PUNYALAH SENANG TIADA RASA UBAT MELANGGARI KAWASAN KERONGKONG PUNNNN! eh ruginya telah kecoh selama dua puluh enam tahun T_T. suami pun gembira bukan kepalang siap cium dahi bertalu talu. eh kecoh betul lah dia tuh! priceless gila moment aku menelan ubat semalam. HAHAHAHA.

i will carry on with this routine for at least a month or two before the conceiving part. plan ya plan. and also part of the preparation routine is to KHATAM QURAN. hari itu selepas habis berpantang aku sudah niat untuk khatam Quran untuk si April Tanisha. now i’m about 1/4 to go some more. so when im done with this, we proceed with our ‘MEGA PROJECT’. cehh.

another thing going on my mind is WORK. sebenarnya ini jugalah faktor yang perlu aku titik beratkan untuk kehamilan kali kedua ini. my nature of work bukan duduk di office sepanjang masa. plus for this year aku pegang semua projek sistem and process untuk loji loji all around Sabah. now we are on phase two. and three soon. aku reluctant betul kalau mau pass kerja aku dengan orang lain. sebab kerja kerja ini juga ‘my baby’ yang perlu aku jaga. my responsibilities. the least that i can do to contribute to my state. eceh. nanti dengan completion of this new system, everything in the loji will be automated/half-automated. less mistakes! less problems! but tight supervision of course because we are dealing with machines and machines dont talk. kalau projek ini sudah siap aku pun sudah boleh lega. hehehehe. menyediakan keperluan asas untuk orang ramai bukan mudah okeh.

BUT since work will never finish dan aku bukan bertambah muda. my husband pun sibuk main dengan anak orang ja. aku panas beb. i am hoping/planning/praying for an ‘adik’ this year. berdoalah aku setinggi tinggi bukit kerana Allah amat suka bila kita meminta dariNya. semoga Allah memberi kami peluang kali ini. Amin.

doakanlah kami. sedikit pun nda apa =))